I hope it's okay that I reply to this prompt... I know I'm not nearly as good of a writer as everyone else, but this is also my headcanon so I just had to contribute.
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If anyone were to ask, Kurogane would not hesitate to deny such a thing, but he thoroughly enjoys it when Fai tops. It's not about the sex per se (though fuck does it feel amazing), but about the fact that his blonde is in control.
A large part of Fai's life had been chosen for him without a moment's consideration for his own desires. Besides the given unfairness of his past - being born to be hated, watching thousands die, and so on - the mage never had the opportunity to pick the flow of events.
Fei Wang Reed picked the other twin, the real Fai, to decide which of the two survived (Kurogane was slightly thankful for this, since his Fai would not be here otherwise).
While Ashura's intentions were quite commendable, he never asked for Fai's help in relieving his curse. He didn't even let his adopted son know of his intentions.
Fai grew to love his companions despite his best efforts to remain distant. While this may have been for the better, it was still not what he originally wanted.
The first time Fai had a real chance at deciding his fate, he had to be an idiot and wish for death. Kurogane felt like the lowest existing scum of an asshole for ruining that opportunity, but he needed his moron alive, damnit! That was partially why he was able to deal with the emotional abuse the newly-turned vampire dished out for months on end. In a way, it was well deserved. That's why, after Reed was defeated, Kurogane made it his secret mission to give Fai every possible moment to make decisions, within reason of course.
During sex, Fai was able to control their tempo, speed, hell, even the amount of pleasure he gave to his lover. If he wanted to try something new, then they did it with only slight protest (to keep face of course).
Kurogane was fine with either top or bottom; as long as he was with Fai then the rest didn't matter. But if he had to choose, he would be on the bottom, if only to see the (adorable) look of pride mixed with accomplishment on a flushed, pale face.
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If anyone were to ask, Kurogane would not hesitate to deny such a thing, but he thoroughly enjoys it when Fai tops. It's not about the sex per se (though fuck does it feel amazing), but about the fact that his blonde is in control.
A large part of Fai's life had been chosen for him without a moment's consideration for his own desires. Besides the given unfairness of his past - being born to be hated, watching thousands die, and so on - the mage never had the opportunity to pick the flow of events.
Fei Wang Reed picked the other twin, the real Fai, to decide which of the two survived (Kurogane was slightly thankful for this, since his Fai would not be here otherwise).
While Ashura's intentions were quite commendable, he never asked for Fai's help in relieving his curse. He didn't even let his adopted son know of his intentions.
Fai grew to love his companions despite his best efforts to remain distant. While this may have been for the better, it was still not what he originally wanted.
The first time Fai had a real chance at deciding his fate, he had to be an idiot and wish for death. Kurogane felt like the lowest existing scum of an asshole for ruining that opportunity, but he needed his moron alive, damnit! That was partially why he was able to deal with the emotional abuse the newly-turned vampire dished out for months on end. In a way, it was well deserved. That's why, after Reed was defeated, Kurogane made it his secret mission to give Fai every possible moment to make decisions, within reason of course.
During sex, Fai was able to control their tempo, speed, hell, even the amount of pleasure he gave to his lover. If he wanted to try something new, then they did it with only slight protest (to keep face of course).
Kurogane was fine with either top or bottom; as long as he was with Fai then the rest didn't matter. But if he had to choose, he would be on the bottom, if only to see the (adorable) look of pride mixed with accomplishment on a flushed, pale face.